the memories~~

突然间看会了以前中学所拍的照片，天啊！！

所有人都变得不一样了，现在看到照片都会笑个不停。。。

很遗憾的，因为一个笨蛋，也有很多照片遗失了。。

前几个星期与一班死党聚会，感觉全部人都变成熟了，不再是当年的黄毛小妞小弟。。

在做工的，都在为自己的家计打算；读书的，在为自己的前途在拼命。

另一方面，也觉得自己与朋友们的距离远了

可能自己还在求学，有点不明白他们已出社会的思想

从以前的误会到现在的互相体谅所产生的化学作用令大家都变得不一样了。

可是，我可以感觉得出他们有多么的包容我，无论在物质上或情感上。

我总是能以这样的一班死党为傲。

加油吧！！

这些照片都是在以前中学时参加生活营所拍的，大家好好欣赏吧^^

-The End^>^-

严爵，一个新兴起的创作才子。。。

听他的音乐就觉得很舒服。。。

就连当红的王力宏也在微博上留言称赞他说:

"不要再说华语歌坛没有新声音，是因为你们还没听到严爵的声音".

天啊，这绝对是一句很有分量的肯定。。

听完了它的专辑，觉得几句话真的形容得他很贴切。。。

他的声音真的很特别，诠释R&B得很有味道。。。

本人特别钟情于他专辑里的两首歌——谢谢你的美好和我喜欢（不，我爱）。。。

我喜欢（不，我爱）是一首简单又朗朗上口的小情歌。。。

简单的歌词中却隐藏了满满的幸福。。。

简单的吉他伴奏却带来了惊喜的曲调。。。

我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼

我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手牵着我的手

我喜欢你的口吻着我的口

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你真的是很爱你所以想

就这样继续爱下去

-^>^ The End-

王力宏「你不知道的事」

王力宏，也许现在我们应该称他为王导吧。。

说真的，我对[恋爱通告]没什么大感触，那只是一个浪漫喜剧。。。

反而，我却对这部电影的主题曲——你不知道的事着了迷。。

我爱上了它的词他的曲。。。

尤其是它的chorus.....

你不知道我为什么离开你  我解释不能说放任你哭泣 你的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒   你不知道我为什么很小心 可现在你看不见的高空里 多的是 你不知道的事 

这世界上有许多我们不知道的事，

甚至与我们最亲的人，最相信的人也有可能一直在骗你。。。

也许他们说的是所谓善意的谎言，可是谎言就是谎言，

当下又有谁想把它归类于善意或有心的呢？

也许会有人明知道对方在骗你却不揭穿他，

宁可选着睁一只眼闭一只眼，

可是，事情就会解决了吗？？

事情不摊开来讲会得到一个好结果吗？？

说真的，我也搞不清楚了。。。

倒不如抛开所有的烦恼好好的欣赏音乐才子——王力宏的这一首[你不知道的事]吧。。。

-^>^ The End-

Evanescence - Bring Me To Life

"Bring Me To Life"

(feat. Paul McCoy)

how can you see into my eyes like open doors

leading you down into my core

where I've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold

until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

before I come undone

(Save me)

save me from the nothing I've become

now that I know what I'm without

you can't just leave me

breathe into me and make me real

bring me to life

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

before I come undone

(Save me)

save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see

kept in the dark but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems

got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought without a voice without a soul

don't let me die here

there must be something more

bring me to life

(Wake me up)

Wake me up inside

(I can't wake up)

Wake me up inside

(Save me)

call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)

bid my blood to run

(I can't wake up)

before I come undone

(Save me)

save me from the nothing I've become

(Bring me to life)

I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside

(Bring me to life)

evanescence, she is so amazing...

her eye so beautiful , her song is awesome

love her so much.....

-^>^ The End-

My Immortal

-~~lyric~~-

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating life

Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

evanescence is awesome,this song is so touch for me...

support u, evanescence...

-^>^ The End-

26-07-2010

也许是我的华语质素较低吧。。

每当我有个想法要写在部落格里是，

总是在写完题目时就不翼而飞了。。

就连几句的华语作文我都写不好。。。。

我真没用。。。

最近真是忙透了。。

一个星期里要准备三个期中考，下个礼拜又要交五个assignment，

搞得我日月颠倒，就连朋友在面子书留言给我，我也快速的看过而已。

这时才发现，原来人有时走太快会忽略某些东西的。

你会忽略掉别人给你的关心，

你会忽略掉自己的健康。

可是想象另一方面，忙真是一个治愈伤口的良药。

最起码你不会有时间去想一些有的没的。。

也许人家根本都没在注意及关心你了，你还为何一直为他们所想。。

够了，我也不用鞠躬屈膝的奉承你们了。

我已开始慢慢练习，练习如何当个伪装的人了。。

面对你，根本不用我的真心，我的真心是拿来对对我真心的人。

最近在面子书里找回了一出国很久的表哥和表姐，

老实说，我对他们实在是没什么印象，毕竟他们在我很小的时候已定居在外国了。

很开心地看到他们在那儿落地生根及成家立业了。

面子书另一个好处就是能找到失联很久的亲朋戚友，

每当看到他们总是很兴奋的讨论各自的生活，说着想当年的威风事。

哈哈。。

人啊，总是要往前看。。。

虽然眼前一片漆黑，但我相信只要我们肯坚持下去，

上天一定会派一个人拿着蜡烛为我们点亮前面的路。。

加油吧~~

-^>^The End-

setiawan 两天一夜游

星期六刚去了setiawan，

那儿什么都不多，唯独是燕子最多。

许多燕子在空中盘旋，许多那儿的高楼大厦成了它们最温软的栖息所。

听朋友说，现在的燕窝的市价很高，一公斤可卖三千多块。

我想那儿的居民铁定很富有，那儿的燕子多的肯覆盖整个天空。

这场景像极一个著名的电影名叫resident evil。

挺恐怖的。。。。

(别怀疑，那些黑点全都是燕子来的)

当天下午，我们去玩了当地的急速赛车（go kart）

那儿的设备不像云顶那儿那么完整，

我们甚至于没带任何的防护设施包括安全帽及安全带就上场了。

（setiawan go kart 场）

(当地著名的cendol)

晚上，我们去了当地的戏院看了由成龙所主演的功夫小子。

老实说，那儿的戏院比起怡保得毫无逊色。

原本还可以吃更多美食的，可是却迟起身，去多档口都收档了。

讲到这里多觉得遗憾。haiz....

不过在这几天里，谢谢君如妈妈的招待。。

谢谢你让我们留宿一晚及你所泡制的私房菜。。

希望以后还能去那儿玩。。。。。

-^>^ The End-

stress and tough sem

hehe....this is my year 2 sem 1 at Utar

suddenly feel that Uni life is not easy as i think before....

assignment, test, presentation, do research, interview are coming like a wave...

i even cant response it quickly and make me so stress....

i just pass my 20th birthday.....

no surprise,no expect, just normal....

but i am so happy that a gang of my friend celebrate with me and thx all the wishes....

honesty, a real friend really tough to find it out...

(the real friends characteristic:

a friend that care you,respect u, love u, understand u and share with u )

i aspect somebody can celebrate with me, even that just a a simple and small celebration

but ....they really make me disappoint.....

haiz....start to suspect myself....

is that i really worst till that u all not treat me as a friend?

every time i talk to myself...

"it's ok,u will be fine"

but....actually i cant be so tough as u all think....

anywhere,i still so grateful that i still own many friends...^.^

友谊万岁~~~

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

-^>^ The End-

final coming

final coming...

fight for final.....

good luck every1.....

wat a short blog...

i am so less responsible bloger...

but who care?? i just let it be......

-^>^ The End-

happy chinese neew year

almost two month dont update my post ad....

pai sei ya....

today is chun 8 for chinese new year,sure many people will celebrate bai tian gong,but me ad come back to kampar....so sienz here la..

this CNY is so boring for me...no gambling,no bai nian,no shopping.........

assignment and midterm getting near and near ad..but i no mood to do anything..

but i cut to a short hair,love thins hair style so much....haha..

comment comment.....

-^>^ The End-

get hurt now....

this is the first timr i cry in his house....

i should very clear abt the problem between us,but y i still fall in to the love trap??

so unconsious and helpless now...

should i let him go??????

final is coming...but still no mood to study....

may be need some motivation ...

like mega sale after exam or club with friend???

so happy and touch now...

at least still got XXX will concern me....

thx to him to give me surport even now is 3.39AM....

yaya...i will go back and join ur plan soon.....

and celebrate i get hurt again............

-^>^ The End-

just finish my holiday

may be u all will be surprise when my holiday start o?now not the study week meh........

haha...right.....

i just ponteng whole week class and hide in rawang.....

24.11.2009

take train at 6.30,thx rain for fetch me go railway station,now u are pro driver liao....haha....

that was a first time i am so hardworking....

study in the train....wow.....

but when i ginish study a chapter, i fall in sleep liao...

25.11.2009

dat day is my insurance test...

thx abby fetch me go Maju Juntion thr...

aso thx to u listen my instruction in the road although i am stupid in regonise the road..haha...

finally we find that building ....

this is my luckypc to ancwer the insurance test

this is the computer lab i do my test...

these pis is the library of Malaysian Insurance Institute

here we can see KLCC and Kl tower o

library here are so somfort to study...

however.....i fail ad...

i fail in my insurance test....

but i was not surprise la...i estimated sure i fail in this test...

after the test ,i shopping thr....

wow..the nichi thr was so huge.....

T.T so many money spent at thr .....

-^>^ The End-

love's blemishes

since a long time,our love started got a flaw....

a flaw dats we cannot recover....

we starts arge everytime.....

i admit dat i was so stubborn and not obey to u...

and this make our love so incompatibility......

u say that i not treat u all as my friend.....

and i did evrything.............

if u think got,den i say sorry.....

pls don simply accused me....

den consider that i did everything...

dont make the thing so plansible....

may all this thing is a penalty from god.....

he punish me because i so sturbborn.....

i totally flop in this ....

i just wan bury in my room and evade anything....

but i don wan be too autism and escapism....

lets the time to recover my trauma.....

lets the vacation to recover my dreary....

-^>^ The End-

sorry everyone.....

i am very sorry if i hurt u.....

pls forgive me.....

may be i am not mature....

may be i dont think with u all...

sorry........................................

i edit my blog ad....pls forget the previous blog......

-^>^ The End-

just finish exam....

just finish my exam and presentation.....

only leave japanese....

don know how to start my japanese assignmnent!!

haiz....

last week i was finish my CB assignment presentation....

honesty, i am not satify of the presentation....

i think we can do better than it...

however,thank for my groupmate's cooperative and completely well on it...

this is my presentation look....

will upload more after it...haha...

i think i was so man at that day!!!!!!!

however,last day just went ipoh again.......

the movie i watch was:2012

wow.....so nice of this movie.....

likely want see movie at next week when go back to KL.....

who wan join me??

erm...this is the cloothes i try in PDI....

but i not likely to buy it because i think the cutting is quit freak...

my hair are so messy!!!!!!!

-^>^ The End-

dear mummy and daddy

dear mummy and daddy:

谢谢你们，你们让我知道什么是幸福！你们让我感觉到自己依然是你们的宝贝，依然是你们护在手心里的宝贝。

当你们知道我遇到那件事时，我哭着拨电话给你们时，虽然隔着电话，但我依然感觉得到你们的担心及关怀。最让我感动的事，你们竟然从万绕赶过来看我。你们不只带来了我需要的东西，包括：我爱吃的食物，奔波一天在神庙里求得平安符，价值昂贵的珍珠粉来给我定惊，当然还有你们的爱。

现在你们的工人要回去印度，那些粗活又轮到你们这两个老人家干了，辛苦了一整天又要赶来着探我。谢谢你们，因为你们，我不再害怕遇见那件事，我不再害怕一个人的夜晚。因为我知道，就算天塌下来也有你们为我顶着！我知道现在在家里，我的负担是最重的，我一定会好好读书，不会乱来的，因为我要在最快的时间内毕业，不会让你们再辛苦了！

dear my friends:

谢谢你们在这段时间里的支持，希望你们不会嫌我烦，一直要你们打电话给我来关心我。我知道有些朋友们是在新闻里知道这里发生悲事，然后就打给我来问候我。希望你们不会被我吓倒啦。毕竟我是那间事理的目击者，连我自己被吓倒了，更何况是你们！！

-^>^ The End-

雨后悲事

刚刚发生了一起惊栗的事情。。。

有三四个学生在金宝瀑布被急流冲走了！！

现在还不知生还是活。。。

当时我还在现场呢！！

今天被gary吵醒说天气很热，又去玩水。。。

可是我们准备出发时，天色已暗了。。。

好像就快下雨。。

果然天不作美，果然我们到那边没多久时，果然下起雨了。。。

当时全部人已上到岸上了来避雨了。。

过不久，雨渐渐停下来了。。

有几个学生坚持要往水里玩。。

突然，瀑布的水越来越急了。。。

洪水来了，那几位学生来不及上岸就被洪水往下冲了。。

亲眼看到那几位学生就像叶子般轻轻的被水冲下去。。

毫无求救能力。。。谁也救不了他们了。。。

但就让我难过得是，其中有一对男女被水冲下去时。。

那男的还紧紧抱住那女的，不让彼此失散。。

但他们的勇气终究还没梦战胜运气。。。

听山下的人说，当他们看到有人被冲下来时，他们失踪了。。。。

我们被吓坏了，久久不能动弹。。。

当我们未能回到山下时。。。

我第一时间打给我吗，我想听到他们的声音！！

当电话接通时，我不能自己得哭了。。。

霎那间，我才领悟生命的可贵。。。

短短的几条生命，就在我转眼的瞬间就给毁了。。。

好好的英年，就在那霎那就完了。。。

亲情及友情的联系也断了。。。

幸运的是，有一人被救了。。

倒霉的事，有二人去世了。。

难过的是，亲眼看着几条生命在我眼前流走。。。

遗憾的是，自己不能为那几个死者做些什么。。。

失望的是。我们国家的安全措施竟揽到这个地步，救火车及警车要一段时间才到现场。。。

这是一则新闻的报道：

3 pelajar UTAR dikhuatiri lemas ketika berkelah

01/11/2009 8:27pm

Oleh AMIZUL TUNIZAR AHMAD TERMIZI

IPOH 1 Nov. – Tiga pelajar Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) Kampus Kampar dikhuatiri lemas selepas hanyut ketika berkelah di air terjun Batu Berangkai, Kampar dekat sini hari ini.

Ketua Polis Daerah Kampar, Supritendan Abdul Aziz Salleh ketika dihubungi mengesahkan perkara itu dan operasi mencari dan menyelamat sedang giat dijalankan. – Utusan.

人生啊，往往不会知道下一刻会发生什么事 。。。

倒不如珍惜眼前所拥有的！！

至少在死前闭上眼睛的那一刻也不会有遗憾。。。

各位朋友们，请知道要惜福。。

ipoh again...

so long time dint ipoh ad....

wow...yesterday,gary invited me and jy go ipoh for watching movie...(thx to him)

1.jusco book ticket

2.shopping a while at thr

3.go take photo

4.go gary house rest awhile

5.watch movie

this is photo we take at jusco....so happy...hehee

say yea at class....jy so cute...hehe...

call jy act cute but he act wat??

merry christmas..

so scare....

this is mocie we watch at that time...jennifer body.....

erm...honesty ,i feel not very nice in this movie...

it just talk abt a band kill jenn for gain a luck with cause his band popular.....

den jenn become a devil,she need eat the heart and blood for alive...

den her friend,needy save jenn with the wrong way

after dat we have a supper with gary's friend...

-^>^ The End-

the end of sem break

huh?the new sem start ad for two weeks ad....

now still wan to record the thing i do in my sem break a...

hehe...

sorry ya....i so lazy to blogging now....

yes,i am lazy..

everytime i aso got different ideas appear in my mind but i dont record it and express in words..

may be i poor with english vocabouly.....(don know got spell wrong or not??!!)

i don know how to write it out...

lol...

erm...

this sem break i was so busy and full schedule with my friends and family.....

first week....

playing and shopping with jy's friends....

second week............

helping my brother in his hp shop....

sure i must pretend i very hardworking to work for him...

den i got many GANJARAN ma..

although i no need work anything la...

evryday just sit thr and online and watch hong kong drama...hehe...

finally..i got my BALASAN ...

my dear brother give me 100 ringgit for shopping...

wow...

take pic for myself in my bro's hp shop^^(ntg to do wat)

and my third week......

my shopping time coming......

and go sing-k with friends..

spent a lot at that time....

RM 60 for three hours in NEWWAY...

T.T

erm..honesty ..

i very thankful to a thing...

without this,i think i will so suffer during this sem break....

deng deng deng....

my PSP.....

and ben's PSP..(thr got jh's pic....lol)

before i come back from rawang...

i have a gathering with my friends...

lol...i was drink so many chivas at that time...

and cause me allergic and force to see doctor...

somemore i was nose bleeding at that time.....

OMG....sure i will be a topic among of my friend..

but anywhr...thank for u all for concern me....

i very appreciate it.....

now...exam and presentation coming soon.....

fight for japanese....

fight for leadership and CB.....

-^>^ The End-

thx dear....

yesterday go sungai wang and time square shopping with junyi....

erm...actually i seldom go thr shopping because i think thr are too dangerous....

although thr got alot of clothes or things can be our choice....

but the environment at thr make me uncorfortable....

early,i wait jy at 1pm at bandar tasik selatan...

!@#$%^&*

he so slow come to meet me and cause me wait so long time for him....

wait jy until me CRAZY den take these pic..hehe..

loss patient when wait him...

first....nice shoot....

last....deng deng deng deng...

after that he bring me go to eat WAN TAN MEE which famous in KL....

den we head toward to TIMES SQUARE lu....

we enjoy a movie(SORORITY ROW) at thr first den start my shopping plan....

after dat i head toward sungai wang...

jy get his bag at thr ....

ang i get some clothes at thr....

when we finish shopping...

he fetch me back rawang....

so touch...it is his first time fetch me back....

den i straight away go my friend's birthday party...

wow....so enjoy yesterday..

thx dear...

-^>^ The End-